The word "monster" derives from Latin monstrum, an aberrant occurrence, usually biological, that was taken as a sign that something was wrong within the natural order.
lyrics
im dreaming of static and roses on the ground
i fallen like this before into a darkness
put my love into the wrong place
i wish that i could see an end to the madness
that lives inside of me
im manic but cannot feel
im convinced that none of this is real
im in the wrong world
im in the wrong world
i am a dreamer that cannot sleep
i am a believer in disbelief
i am an addict that does not use
i am used to the abuse
im dreaming of static and roses on the floor
ive felt like this before i am losing to a darkness
inside of me
im manic but cannot feel
im convinced my depression isnt real
theres just a monster
theres just a monster inside of me
theres just a monster in me
i am a drinker that does not drink
i am a smoker that does not smoke
i am an addict that does not use
i am used to the abuse
i am used to the abuse
im in the wrong world
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